Bittersweet

I found this picture from 2005

If I remember, I used to be so shy

I used to be so careless when I was young

I remember being so depressed when you were gone

Didn't have a voice to speak with

Didn't have an ear that I could reside

All the fears I kept within

All I wanted was to divide

I let things get to me

Stood there like I was a stone

A coward I refuse to be

That's not how I'll raise my son

And I learned from my mistakes

'Cause they robbed me of my soul

And I know it's not too late

Too late

Bittersweet is this feeling inside

I never know my blessings till they die

I can't waste my life holding back

Every time I'm losing sight

Bittersweet is my life

Bittersweet is life

I can't believe it's past

And I know it's not too late

Broken from the start

Ever since that, I gave you my heart

Broken from the start

Ever since that, I gave you my heart

Broken from the start

Ever since that, I gave you my heart

Broken from the start

Ever since that, I gave you my heart

And I only blame myself, you know

'Cause I remember that first time that we talked

I remember the first time that we walked together

Only to find the reasons

The truth, that our actions didn't mean anything

That our love didn't mean anything

That our words didn't mean anything

'Cause you and I were selfish

Only wanted to play a game

But the game was better

Yeah, what if I want to stick by your side

Would it be selfish?

What if I want to stick by your side

Would it be hopeless?

Bittersweet is this feeling inside

I never know my blessing till they die

I can't waste my life holding back

Every time, I'm losing sight

Bittersweet is this feeling inside

Bittersweet is this feeling inside

I never know my blessings till they die

I can't waste my life holding back

Every time I'm losing sight

Bittersweet is my life

My life

Didn't have a voice to speak with

My life

All the fears I kept within

My life

Didn't have a voice to speak with

My life

All the fears I kept within

All I wanted was to divide