I'm Not To Blame

The night becomes the day

The darkness is swept away

My life became the death

The pain was in my last spoken breath

They always rely

Too much on me

They hide and think i can't see

They offer up their lies

I see it lurking behind their eyes

I'm not to blame

The door has been left wide

They have been left to decide

It seems the more i gave

The less i got, the more that they crave

They always rely

Too much on me

They hide and think i can't see

They think it's all a game

And when it's done they call out my name

But i'm not to blame

I held the will to live

But i decided to give

In ways they could decry

But choose instead to watch as i die

They always rely

Too much on me

But they don't realise

They always rely

So much on me

That they don't realise

It's not up to me