Pictures They Took

How come all the pictures

They took of us

Were happy?

How come all the pictures

They took of us

Were gay?

I'm not photogenic

Usually my face

Gets in the way

How come all the colors

Were blue sky and sea green

I'm not photogenic

Usually my face

Is never clean

It was a blessed affair

And I guess that it's over

Though you're hovering there

That flicker went dark

And I dont mean to stare

But I'm suddenly so alone

And no

I don't mean to sweat it

But I'm coming apart

You were the one

Who let me down

You were the one

Who crushed my crown

You were the one

Who let me fall

You were the kingdom

After all

I am the one

Who loves you still

I am the buzz

You cannot kill

I am the mansion

In your mind

I am the key

You cannot find