Flowers In A Vase

Wake up next to pills and empty bottles

Checking all these messages from my mom

Hear what people say but I don't wanna

Keep riding this wave and over medicate, my love

Never runs away or breaks a promise

Except when it comes to my own body

Swore that I would change myself for Margaret

Flowers in the vase but the colors fade to grey

My love, my love, my love

Paid another visit to my doctor

Lately it's just problem after problem

Try to plant the seeds but they don't blossom

Hide the pain away and do the best to save my love

Hope that I can make it through the winter, babe

Iridescent lighting in the hallways

Guess I'll never learn from my mistakes

Flowers in the vase but the colors fade to grey

My love, my love, my love, my love, my love, my love, my love

Not the way I hoped to see my father

In his mind I was his perfect daughter

I appreciate that I still got him

Scars you can't erase and blood you can't replace, my love

If we could go back to the beginning, babe

Maybe you could know me in the darkest place

Left me all alone when I was so afraid

Flowers in the vase but the colors fade to grey

My love, my love, my love, my love, my love