ANIMOSITY

I've already collapsed

So I'll just drown my sorrows in a nonexistent world

I don't know what is worse

The utter waste of time or the eroding of my mind

Alive means to be dead

A bullet to the head

The guilt faded away

The anger has subsided, yet its shadow still remains

I always gave too much

It was never enough

Get dressed in black and mourn again

Fake funerals for all my friends

'Cause I can't let it go

No, I won't let it go

It's killing me again

I replay it in my head when I'm alone

I hope that you're alone now

It's not me, it's you

The one who never got a clue

Drown in your guilt

If karma doesn't hit you, then I will

You ask me how I've been

I paint a smile over my face and act like nothing is wrong

Your pity party's fake

And now I am reminded why I should've kept away

I hope to God you know

This smile is just for show

Get dressed in black and mourn again

Fake funerals for all my friends

'Cause I can't let it go

No, I won't let it go

It's killing me again

I replay it in my head when I'm alone

I hope that you're alone now

It's not me, it's you

The one who never got a clue

Drown in your guilt

If karma doesn't hit you, then I will

Mayday, mayday, this ship is going down

Lost inside my thoughts again

Living hollow to pretend

Mayday, mayday, this ship is going down

Bury the truth of the lie you created

Bury yourself and remember me when you're alone

Mayday, mayday, this ship is going down

It's killing me again

I replay it in my head when I'm alone

I hope that you're alone now

It's not me, it's you

The one who never got a clue

Drown in your guilt

If karma doesn't hit you, then I will