I'm a disappointment
I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments
Then complain about the outcome of my choices
It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head
Lately I just wait on
One good of reason I should even try to wake up
'Cause that shit feels like a motherfucking day job
With no days off I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed
And my eyes went red 'cause I'm cryin' again
Looking for love, all I find is a mess
So I break my heart for the sake of my art
Hope it makes me a star 'cause I'm lost in the dark
I'm lost in the dark, and it's so hard to see
When all damn day you're sound asleep
I'm a disappointment
I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments
Then complain about the outcome of my choices
It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head
Lately I just wait on
One good of reason I should even try to wake up
'Cause that shit feels like a motherfucking day job
With no days off I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed
Yo, I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell
In my mama crib, kinda feeling like I'm twelve
I would throw my whole allowance in the fountain, empty out my bank account
But with my luck it probably wouldn't even help
Dawg I got no job, no mic, with a girl I don't like
Nothing ever goes right, I'm tight (for real)
I told myself I'm gonna be fine almost a million times
I know that I can do whatever it takes (I got it)
But when it all crumbles and crashes
I'll be back on my ass, and I already know what I'm gonna say (yeah)
I'm a disappointment
I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments
Then complain about the outcome of my choices
It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head
Lately I just wait on
One good of reason I should even try to wake up
'Cause that shit feels like a motherfucking day job
With no days off I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed